True or not?

It's all saints' day now. Like the surroundings, i feel blue. I feel sad since last night because of random things. I envy those people who have met their real friends. I've met a lot of people but only few I could call "true". Some of them would just befriend me because of the benefits they could take from me. Users, I per se. Some of them would just reach me if they need something. It's really sad when you don't know who are true to you and who are not. It hurts but yes, reality bites.


Oh well then, belated happy halloween everyone!


*sigh*, hope I could visit my grandpa's grave in Japan.