Countdown

15 days before his 26th birthday 
24 days before Christmas
27 days before our 5th anniversary

59 months down, lifetime to go!

Hoy, kiss mo ako please? :)

My boy loves doing this to my face before 

he kisses me.

Anyways, he did make up it up to me.

As you can see, I was depressed

but I'm all good now :3

Happy 59th monthsary lovelove :3

Its a sad monthsary

For the past 58 months (4 years & 10 months), my boyfriend and I have this habit of waiting the clock to strike 12AM every 28th of the month just to greet each a happy monthsary. Our friends find it funny though because most of the time, monthsaries are only for couples who are in their first year. 


Anyways, its our 58th monthsary today and yes, one month to go and its our 5th anniversary.
But for the first time, he didn't greet me. I greeted him exactly 12am (Japan's time). That's one hour ahead of his time (Malaysia's time). I tried to call him. After several calls, he answered. He told me he's already sleeping. Did I fuckin' hear it right? Well, yeah, I guess. It's sad because even though were talking over the phone, he didn't greet me.


My boyfriend is acting strange lately. I wonder if... nevermind.

Tonight, things maybe not be the same like they used to be.
But darling, always remember that my love for you would never change.


I'm always here whenever you need me
but whenever I need you, you're always unreachable.


But don't worry baby, I understand.
Love is all about understanding.

All I want in my life is to be with you. Not everyday, but even just for special occasions.
I'm not asking you to marry me, I just want to spend some time with you. 
I know this is what you want too but why is it so hard to make it happen? :(


Were at the right age but still, we can't decide for ourselves. We can't do something we want for this relationship and it feels so bad. So bad that I can feel my heart breaking into pieces. 


No one can understand me. I want to run away. Run away so far, so no one can ever find me. I want to shout. Shout till I lose my voice. I want to hurt myself physically. I want to die.

Seriously..

What do you want to happen?

Damn it.

I'm in deep BS now

& I can't take it anymore!

Hi. I love you. I'm hurting but its okay. I can still tolerate the pain. I don't know what's happening to you. You've been treating me pretty bad lately. I want you to know that I am here till you don't need me anymore. If that time will come, I'll leave. But make sure, you'll be fine without me because once I leave, I'll never come back. 


It hurts that you don't have time for me. I guess you're busy. You claim that you're not but I don't believe you. 


I didn't leave you. You're the one who left three years ago and yes, I'm still waiting. 


Personally, I don't think you have huge problems. I know somehow you hate your father for treating you sorta bad. But for me, you're still lucky because me? I'm longing for a father. Please do appreciate what you have because you would never know until when he'll be around. I don't want you to regret like what I did. 


You don't know how much lucky you are. Look around and compare yourself or perhaps, compare yourself to me.


I'm slowly losing grip for everything.

Christmas wishful thinking

Winter is fast approaching. I went outside yesterday and it feels cold. It so cold that it gave me a mild headache. Double leggings, ugg boots, long sleeves & windbreaker jacket and still, I feel naked. Its freaking cold. Autumn leaves are beautiful. It's more or less 30 days before Christmas and I can't feel the spirit yet. No Christmas aura here in Japan except in Hilton hotel which has a giant Christmas tree and some fake rein deers and Santa Clause hanging in the ceiling. 

No one could beat Filipino's way of celebrating Christmas.

Noche Buena. Hmmm.

I could imagine lechon baboy on the table,

pancit, lumpiang shanghai, fruit salad, and a lot more.

Oh my, I wish I could go back but heck,

it's impossible,

Nariki and Me.
Behind us is the giant Christmas tree.

Santa Clause up there.

Autumn leaves

Autumn leaves are so beautiful.
Aren't they?

Relaxing.

Hey look,
its a poodle.
Just like my boyfriend's pooch.

Bridge in Miyakojima.





I was alone, on my way home
when I passed by this place.

It's so beautiful.
I can't help but to take
pictures!

I look awful here
but anyways,
this is me.


Took this a while ago.
Look at my right brow,
it looks weird.

Looking for a Prince Charming?

Prince Felipe, Spain (Right)

Nicaraguan president-elect, Daniel Ortega, left, shakes hands with Prince Felipe of Spain, during a bilateral meeting in Managua on Tuesday Jan. 9, 2007. The Prince is in Nicaragua to attend the inauguration of Ortega's presidency.

Sheikh Hamdan Bin Mohammed Al Maktoum, Dubai (Middle)

Ahmad Ajtebi, left, rider of Ireland's Eastern Anthem, Sheikh Hamdan Bin Mohammed Al Maktoum, owner of Eastern Anthem and the trainer Mubarak Bin Shafya, right, hold the trophy after winning the $5,000,000 Dubai Sheema Classic race at Nad Al Sheba during the Dubai World Cup in United Arab Emirates Saturday, March 28, 2009.

Prince Guillaume, Luxembourg

Prince Guillaume, the Hereditary Grand Duke of
 Luxembourg delivers a keynote speech during the 
Euromoney conference in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia, Tuesday, May 18, 2010.

Prince Carl Philip, Sweden (Left)

Prince Carl Philip, Crown Princess Victoria and her fiancée Mr. Daniel Westling arrive at Queen Margrethe´s 70th birthday gala held at the Royal Theatre in Copenhagen, Denmark, on Thursday April 15 2010.

Prince William, United Kingdom

In this May 9, 2008 photo, Britain's Prince William, looks on, in his Royal Navy uniform. It was announced Saturday May 31, 2008, that Prince William is expected to join Royal Navy patrols searching for drug runners in the Caribbean waters during an attachment with the service. The future King could also find himself helping to provide humanitarian relief if a hurricane strikes the region during his deployment on the Frigate HMS Iron Duke.

Prince Harry, United Kingdom

Prince Harry talks to journalists whilst his 
regiment helps out with the rebuilding of a 
school for disabled children in Batha-Bathe 
near Maseru, Lesotho, Tuesday, July 8, 2008. 
Harry and a group of 26 soldiers from the Household
 Cavalry Regiment are helping to rebuild a school in Lesotho. 
The project to rebuild the school is being supported 
by Prince Harry's charity, Sentebale, and 
by the Household Cavalry's own charity, the Burnaby Blue Foundation.

Prince Felix, Luxembourg (Left)

Luxembourg's Grand Duc Jean, right, Prince Guillaume,
 center, and Prince Felix, left, arrive at a polling station in Luxembourg, 
Sunday July 10, 2005. Voters in the Grand Duchy of 
Luxembourg on Sunday cast ballots on the embattled 
European Union constitution, a treaty that many in the 
25-nation bloc say is already dead. Prime Minister 
Jean-Claude Juncker has said he will resign if his country rejects the constitution.

Crown Prince Frederik, Denmark

Frederik, Crown Prince of Denmark, talks on his cell phone as 
he heads out to sea to begin the third day of Rolex Farr 40 
World Championship of sailing in Miami Beach, Fla., Friday, April 18, 2008.

Prince Amedeo, Belgium (Right)

Belgian royals Queen Paola and King Albert II pose with their
 grandchildren, Laetitia-Maria, left, Joachim, second left, baby Louise, 
Elisabeth, in between royals, Gabriel, second right, 
Louisa-Maria, right, and Maria-Laura and Prince Amedeo, standing at rear, 
during a photo session at the palace of Laken, Belgium, 
Tuesday May 18, 2004, in this photo made available Friday, June 4, 2004. 
Belgium's King Albert celebrates his 70th birthday on June 6, 2004.

Prince Andrea Casriaghi, Monaco (Right)

Children of Princess Caroline of Hanover, left to right, 
Princess Charlotte Casiraghi, 
Prince Pierre and Prince Andrea Casiraghi, 
are seen at the Monaco palace 
during Monaco's national day ceremony, Sunday Nov. 19, 2006.

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13 Things Your Flight Attendant Won't Tell You

1. “Want to start off on the wrong foot with me? Put your carry-on in a full overhead bin, leave it sticking out six inches, then take your seat at the window and wait for someone else (me!) to come along and solve the physics problem you just created.”




2. “Yes, passengers are incredibly rude, but stealing a beer, cursing out passengers, and jumping out of a plane the way Steven Slater did is not the way to handle it. You disarm an unruly passenger by introducing yourself, asking his name, and saying something like ‘I’ve been incredibly nice to you for three hours. Why are you treating me like this?’ Generally that gets the other passengers on your side—and sometimes they’ll even applaud.”




3. “We don’t have a boyfriend in every city. And our median age these days is 44.”




4. “If you’re traveling with a small child and you keep hearing bells, bells, and more bells, please look to see if it’s your child playing with the flight attendant call bell.”




5. “An all-too-common scenario: I hand you a cup of coffee and say, ‘Cream and sugar?’ You say, ‘What?’ I say, ‘Cream and sugar?’ You say, ‘What?’ Come on, people. What do you think we’re going to ask after we’ve handed you coffee? Your favorite color?”




6. “The lavatory door is not rocket science. Just push.”




7. “No, it’s not OK to come back into the galley to stretch and bend over with your rear end in my face while I’m in my jump seat during my only break, trying to eat a meal.”




8. “If you have a baby, bring diapers. If you’re diabetic, bring syringes. If you have high blood pressure, don’t forget your medication. That way, I’m not trying to make a diaper out of a sanitary pad and a pillowcase or asking over the intercom if someone has a spare inhaler.”




9. “Just in case you hadn’t noticed, there are other people on the airplane besides you. So don’t clip your toenails, snore with wild abandon, or do any type of personal business under a blanket!”




10. “If you’re traveling overseas, do yourself a favor and bring a pen. You would not believe how many people travel without one, and you need one to fill out the immigration forms. I carry some, but I can’t carry 200.”




11. “Passengers are always coming up to me and tattling on each other. ‘Can you tell him to put his seat up?’ ‘She won’t share the armrest.’ What am I, a preschool teacher?”




12. “I hate working flights to destinations like Vail and West Palm Beach. The passengers all think they’re in first class even if they’re not. They don’t do what we ask. And the overhead bins are full of their mink coats.”




13. “Do you really have to go to the bathroom right now, while we’re wrestling a 250-pound food cart down the aisle? You can’t wait 90 seconds for us to pass?”




-- This is really funny. I guess it's true.


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Mike he

Why o why

do you look like my dear boyfriend?

Are you twins?

No, let me rephrase that.

Triplets? 

Ha ha ha 

=P

Mika - New moon

Ishi - Stone

Kawa - River

Change for the better.

Strong as a stone.

Go with the flow.

That's me.

Nariki Mitsumaru.

We call him Nari-chan or simply Nari =)

He just turned 9 months old..

and he's the cutest baby I've ever seen :3

He's super duper lovable

& I miss him.

Boredom is contagious

I'm bored. teehee

(L-R)

1. This is my gesture when I'm bored.

People who are close to me know this

& they hate it =P

Malas daw (f*ck off)

2. The "galit ako" face *laughs*

3. Emo.

4. Retarded.

I love what I'm wearing here.

My mama bought it for me during

her visit here in Japan =)

It's a Hello Kitty sweater.

Pictures

Me & my best friend @ Starbucks Taft =)

Keem, Therese, Misha & Me @ Mini stop 

My sister & I @ Macapagal

Me, Misa & cousin Donna during our chill days =)

We were so bored *laughs*

I look sick here =P

Cousin Angel & Me @ Starbucks ATC

Were complete retards here.

Therese & I =)

Ahh so young =)

I was so bored so I checked out my friendster account which I don't really use anymore. No notifications (dude, no one use friendster nowadays) =P So yeah, I just checked my pictures that are uploaded there. I saw my old pics. It was f*ckin' ancient, man. I look so YOUNG. I just realized that I've grown up. Fine, not in height but I look older. I saw my pictures with my college buddies back in St. Scho. I miss them, well not all of them. Some of few that really became close to me. I miss my best friend, Jade (as usual). We first met when we were both 17. Ahhh-- so young! =) And now, were both 21. Time flies so fast! I saw our pictures in my cousin Mabel's wedding. I can't believe it was 3 years ago, I think? She was still pregnant that time & her son now is around 2 years old. I even saw some of my pictures with my sister, Misa. She was so skinny and all that & look at her now, she's all grown-up! She's now in college. *sighs*


Pictures could bring happiness & sadness at the same time because the truth is, not all the people you're with in the pictures are still with you now =(


It brings a lot of memories. 


Anyways, no more sad stories. Life goes on & hell yeah I'm taking a lot of pictures =)