Listen to me God.

I came to the point where I've asked God if he hates me. I am so hurt. I don't want to blame Him for all the things I am experiencing right now but I can't help but to question him. Dear God but why? Why me? I've lost my father 5 months ago and I could honestly say, it still hurts as hell and I am not yet moved on. It is not that easy. I was a daddy's gurl and I love him so much *sighs* and now my boyfriend is sick, I don't want to lose him. He's the only person I could talk to whenever I am sad or happy or whatever mood I have. I can't find someone like him anymore. I love him more than anything in this world. I just can't lose him :(



God, please. Not Brent :(

Japan '10

Hello, ahhh I miss Philippines! I am already here in Osaka, Japan. Its my umm, 4th day here.
So far, nothing interesting story to tell. Well there is one, I already met personally
my cousin Nariki. He's so chubby and cute but too bad, he's sick. Maybe because he just
misses her mom. He'll be coming very soon and I am very excited :)

Its summer here so its freaking hot! Hotter than Philippines. Can't wait for winter!
I want to wear boots and coat. Plus the snow, I miss it!

But then again, I miss Philippines. My house, family, my pet and friends too :|


I will be going to Katsuhika-ku cityhall in Tokyo this coming Tuesday to fix everything I should fix..
Wish me luck xx