LDR

People say long distance relationships don't last really that long for so many reasons. Lack of time, found somebody else, etc but then we have our own stories.. and mine works, until now. It wasn't really easy at all but its really worth it if you really love your partner. I took it as a trial.

Two years ago, I still remember when my boyfriend told me he'll be going back to Malaysia to pursue his studies (he's a Malaysian, btw) because that is what his family wants and besides his dad ditched all their businesses here in the Philippines. I begged for him not to go.. I even asked him if we'll be breaking up but he said no.

I still remember that day. September 5, 2007. Exactly five days before my 18th birthday. His flight going to Malaysia. I had no escort, so I rather have no debut party. I'm missing him a lot... until right this moment.

As what I've said, it wasn't really easy at all. Lately, my boyfriend gets sick frequently and I badly want to take care of him. Cook his food, bring it to his bed, give him a sponge bath, prepare his clothes, let him take his medicines, wipe his back when it becomes sweaty. I missed doing it but heck, all I could do for now is talk to him over the phone. I'm like his phone pal slash virtual girlfriend. It is like I am invisible or an imaginary girlfriend. I want to be right there- in flesh.

Time will come. I love him a lot. I could wait. It's worth it.
Oh God, give me strength.