First Child

Expecting your first child could be a negative or positive thing. It could be depressing because first, you were not ready to have a child but I just laugh it off when I hear such stories. First, haven't you heard of safe sex? Condoms are cheaper compare to motel rates, right? Just a realization. No offense to those people who are reading this. Just an opinion. Peace yo. Admit that you're just irresponsible or maybe not knowledgeable enough about the deed. Try some reading if sex really interests you. Enough of that. I'm somewhat ranting already. Heehee. And yeah, it could also be a good thing because you're maybe one of the couples who are wishing to have that cute little bundle of joy. And I'm one of the latter part. I mean, I was a baby everyone was waiting for. I was the first child of my father and mother and also the first grandchild of my paternal side. I have a cousin who is around my age too but she was born four months after I was so technically I am still the first grandchild. (Oh yeah...) And also I am the first baby who has mixed ethnicity. Both sides. So pretty exciting huh? I look totally like my father. Eyes, eyelashes, nose, lips, ears, eyebrows.. I all got it from him. I don't look like a man, okay? I am his girl version *wink and I've been always proud of that. I wish I also got  his brain too *sob He's a math wizard and I am not. I always flunk with math. There are sayings that if a baby looks like his father, it means the baby's mother loves the baby's father so much and vice versa so people were telling me that maybe my mother loves my father so much because I look like him. Tahaha. Okay, maybe. I mean, I don't know if its true. I am not really a fan of such sayings but I am sure that my mother loves my father until this very moment. *drama