I guess we can never find a perfect person, ever because simply perfection doesn't exist. I am nowhere near perfection but does love really could make a person perfect? For me, no. You just have to accept his/her imperfection because simply you love him/her.
I've been going steady with the same guy for 5 years and a month now. I love him, no doubt but seems like our relationship doesn't grow.. or I think he's the one who doesn't get mature. He thinks so high school. He's 26 but he thinks like an 18 year old kiddo. There are times that I feel tired dealing with his immaturity but don't get me wrong, that doesn't make me love him any less.
I just wonder when will he get mature? He keeps on telling me that he wants to marry me and build a family with me but the question is.. how can he do that when he acts so immature? Financially, I guess he could support me and the future babies but how about emotional stability? It's important too. Love isn't enough. Hey man, I need some maturity here.
He loves engaging into fights. Not only fights between men but he also loves to butt in, in cat fights! No, I don't mean literally cats. I mean, girl fights. Damn. I know him a lot. I know when he's sad. I know when he's happy. I know when he feels troubled and I 'specially know if he's lying! And I terribly hate liars. They're my pet peeves! I don't say I never lied. I lie at times but not big fat lies and he thinks I am a fool to believe all his lies!
See, maybe you're wondering why am I so mad like this. An ex-friend of his and his oh-so-cutie-cutie sister had an affair behind his back. I don't know what's guy's motive. Or maybe I know, but I am not just so sure so I won't assume but anyway, that's not the thing. His LITTLE sister is actually not LITTLE. She is a fully-grown 23 year old lady. So I think it's not my boyfriend's concern anymore if his "little sister" is fucking his ex-friend. Besides, as what I've mentioned a while ago. She is freaking 23 already. She is even older than me!
That's not yet the climax of the story. My very good boyfriend "accidentally" sent a wrong message to me. A message supposedly for Mike. It goes like this "Mike? Bro zup?" Like I don't know my boyfriend huh?! He almost killed that Mike the last time they saw each other. I won't elaborate anymore the details and the reason but that's what happened. And he keeps on telling me that he just want to have a reconciliation with Mike. Like what the hell? You fooling me?
Must hate liars! Damn it!
I AM SO FREAKING MAD! Feels like I'm going to have a heart attack today!
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