I miss you, Brent :(

I've been really emotional lately. And I don't even know why. Several things are already mixed up on my mind.
And one of them is my dear boyfriend. No, I don't have a problem with him. We don't have a problem.
It's just that I've been thinking of him a lot lately. I terribly miss him. *sigh*
Something happened to his sister few days ago. I won't elaborate here anymore because it's personal.
So he's kind of in charge with that. He's the older brother, so of course.
Plus he has work. Lots of things to do at his office. He's really exhausted.
And of course, his mom is still sick and he's also looking after his mom when his dad is away.
Things are so happening so fast, his time for me lessen. I totally understand.
Of course, I am proud of him because despite of all the things that are happening to him.
He's still strong and standing still. And I am always on his side.
It's just that nagtatampo lang ako.
Umm, I want to talk him a bit longer. I just miss him.
But still, I do understand. He's tired. He's always having a long day.
And I don't want him to get sick again.



I completely understand.
I just miss him.
And uncontrollably, tears fell tonight.




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Yesterday was our 41th monthsary.
Three years and five months and still going strong.
I wish I could be with him anytime soon.
Can't wait any longer. :)