Japanese doll

Dearest Brent,


I've been avoiding to hear the song "I wana grow old with you" by Adam Sandler in my playlist. Not because I don't like it but because I remember you sung to me that song when you were still in the Philippines. And now, and now, and now.. I miss you so bad. Damn. Oh well, I just want to tell you that I badly want to hug you. Squeeze your body against mine. Kiss your lips until my lungs run out of air. I miss fixing your hair. I miss window shopping with you. I miss everything. Everything about you.


I was in the car a while ago. While I was on my way home, I was reminiscing all the happy moments we had. I had tears of joy. I was a wild teenage girl when you met me. 15 years old junior high student. And you were a happy-go-lucky 20 years old guy. HAHA. I actually can't remember how things went. Nagising na lang ako, ikaw na may ari ng puso ko eh.


And now, I am turning 20 in three months and you, 25 at the end of the year. And we'll be celebrating our 4th anniversary. Isn't life very wonderful? Good things happen when you least expect it. Our relationship taught me a lot of things. Thank you sweetie for helping me to be a better person. If you didn't stop me for all the bad things I was doing, I wouldn't be like this now. I am not the best but I know I became better and it is all because of you.


Our love proved a lot of things. First, age doesn't matter as long as you're both matured and it's all upto the couple what level of maturity they have and for us, I know were in the same level but not academically-wise. HAHA.
Second, inter-racial relationship works! Yes, it works. Though sometimes we have misunderstandings because there are times we can't understand each others' culture but it was never a hindrance. Third, long distance relationship works if you really want it to. I know it's hard for us not to see each other. I am longing for you Brent but I know, I know. Konting pagtitiis nalang :)




I LOVE YOU..