Dear BOYS,

If you don't want your girlfriends to question your loyalty, then prove to her that she is the only girl in your life. How? Don't text/call/meet girls that she doesn't want you to. If you can't follow that simple rule, then you're an asshole. So don't even bother to ask why she doesn't trust you. Got a problem with that?


Sincerly yours,
MIKA

Crappy Night, huh?

My day was not that okay. Fine.. I hate it. My mom and I argued about money. I won't elaborate it here anymore. Then, I was fixing my eyebrows a while ago and accidentally cut the skin above my right brow for the second time! And now it's bleeding and I have to press cotton against it. It actually hurts a little. Aaah! A lot of crappy things happened tonight. I was about to brush my teeth when I realized I've put the wrong toothbrush inside my mouth. I almost used it. I looked myself in the mirror and realized.. "Why the hell am I holding a green toothbrush?! Damn! It's my cousin's! Mine's blue!" Ahh boo, gross. And after brushing my teeth, I felt thirsty so I filled my glass with water from the pitcher. When I drank it, I felt a plastic inside my mouth and checked my glass... Voila! Plastics floating inside my glass! Okay, fine it's actually my fault. I think I forgot to rip off all the plastic wrapping the ice a while ago.. What a night. Good thing, Jamillons' music is putting me into a good mood. I was planning to pack my things for my flight next week but then I can't find my pink bag. I guess I just have to look for it tomorrow. My room is a complete mess now. Thanks to my cousin, Nariki who left a lot of crushed cookies on my floor. And besides, its already almost 12 midnight. I have to hit the sack in a while. Hope tomorrow will be a good day!

Mika: Bheib, I think were meant to be.


Brent: You think?! I am sure!!!

Mika: I have a trivia.


Brent: What?

Mika: Our blood types are compatible and our zodiac signs too, even though its always arguing because of different personalities. They're better off together daw than being alone.


Brent: Ikaw talaga mahal. May trivia din ako sayo.


*I didn't reply.


Brent: Hoy!!!

Mika: Ayaw.


Brent: Hoy, May trivia sabi eh!!!


Mika: Wala ako panahon sa kalokohan mo.


Brent: May trivia nga eh! May trivia! May trivia!

Mika: Oh sige, mag hunos dili ka. Ano yun?


Brent: Based on my mind, lumalaki ka daw. Dati hanggang balikat lang kita pero ngayon nasa isip na kita. Wahaha. At based on my heart, lumiilit ka daw dahil dati nasa isip kita, ngayon naman nasa puso na kita. Wahaha.

Mika: John Lloyd ikaw ba yan? Haha.


Brent: Wahaha. Hindi no. Laro tayo plants vs. zombies. Ikaw ang zombie para habang kinakain mo ako, tinitira naman kita. Wahahaha. Wahaha. :-D

Mika: May pagnanasa ka talaga sakin. Maybe you like me.


Brent: Wahaha. Hindi no. Ikaw? Napakataray mo para magustuhan ko. You're not my type :-P

Mika: Talaga? You don't like me?


Brent: I don't like your pagiging maarte. Mataray kung minsan na wala sa lugar. Spoiled brat. Mahilig mag complain but doesn't know how to follow advices. But despite of all your bad traits.. everytime I think of you.. wala akong makitang reason para di ka mahalin.

The rest is history.

I need some Positivity

It seems like everyone still got a hang over about Valentine's. Too much hype, you think so? And me, I still haven't get a message from my boyfriend. No hi, no hello. I am trying to be happy today though. It's my baby cousin Nariki's first birthday. We'll be having a small celebration with some tita's close friends. I slept 3AM last night and woke up around 11AM. I went outside to buy drinks, paper plates and brunch for me and my tita. Snow is gone. It's actually pretty sunny today. The weather is good. Tita and Nariki went to the salon to have his first haircut. I'm pretty excited to see the outcome. 

I was chatting with my mom and cousin, Joanne last night. They told me my cousin, Ryan is getting married on the 26th of this month. It's just a civil wedding. It will take place at some restaurant in Manila. They told me to go. I am not sure yet since my best friend and I have plans on that night but the wedding will be on the afternoon so there's no conflict. Well, I'll just think about it. Lazy me, huh? But I am really happy for him. I know its his dream and he really loves his girlfriend and I also heard that they're expecting their second baby. 

Last night, I questioned God. "Why everyone seems having a good life except me?" Of course, I didn't get an answer. I tried to be positive and mumbled to myself.. "I guess God is still writing the best love story for me" and from now on, I try not to be negative. Good things happen for those who wait like what I'm always saying.

Cheers to couples who are getting married this year!
Baby dust to everyone!

ENVIOUS ME? YESSS!

Hmmm, I feel so lonely tonight. My friends who are in a relationship posted their pictures with their boyfriends while they're on their Valentine dates on Facebook. Life is so unfair. I've never felt this way. It is just so sad. Please lets end this night!!! Fast forward please?


I don't deserve this! 

Happy(?) Valentine's Day!

First of all, Happy Valentine's day to all of you! I hope you had a love-filled day. 

So what happened to me this day? As usual, I am dateless. No roses, chocolates and love letter but it doesn't matter. It's just a day and thank God it is about to end in few hours. Ha! But I made my mom happy today. I asked my best friend to buy red roses for me and deliver it to our condominium in Paranaque. Well, she forgot that I was asking her to buy red roses but instead bought white and pink ones. I was kind of hesitant to go for white roses 'cause for me white roses are for our loved ones who passed away. But anyway, I guess my mom didn't mind 'cause she didn't say anything or it's just me.. whatever. So yeah, the dumb guards in our condominium don't want to deliver the roses to our penthouse. *shaking my head. And my best friend who has been shy around my family all the time.. of course, don't want to give it by herself. Well, when I called her up, she was with someone.. Yes, a guy named J... I forgot but I remember the name starts with J. Right, it was J. Anyway, I assume my cousin (I am really assuming its my cousin, Raymond) was driving our red Chevrolet and he was with my sister, Misa. The J guy handed the roses to my sister. Good stuff.

After few minutes, I called up our home and talked to my mom. It was obvious that she was holding her tears when I was talking to her. She was sort of speechless at first and just thanked me. I asked her if she liked it, she said yes. And asked her if it's beautiful (I have no idea how the bouquet looks like) she said "okay lang..". And I said "Okay lang?!" She laughed and said "Maganda.. Yung dalawa mong kapatid dito, hindi man lang ako binati." I said "okay lang yun" and tried to change the topic. I told her to chat me in facebook and I hung up.


She chatted me in facebook and said something like this (not exact) "Mika thanks sa flowers. Akala ko nakalimutan mo na ako batiin. Hindi ko ineexpect na may flowers pa. Kahit bati lang okay na ako. Naiiyak na ako."


And the rest is history.

I am happy 'cause I made my mom happy but honestly, I am not entirely happy and I guess you know why. My boyfriend greeted me once today and never texted me again. I know, he hates Valentines 'cause of what happened to us years ago. He actually texted me something like this "I feel like giving you flowers. Haha." I didn't reply but the message sounds like an insult for me. I don't know if it's just me or whatever... It's almost 9PM already but he hasn't texted me yet. I am getting worried.


I'm jealous of my best friend. She sounds like so happy when I was talking to her over the phone. She told me she got a date. I didn't ask who's the victim (lol) but I am happy that she's happy today.


Another dateless, flower-less, chocolate-less, letter-less Valentine's day for me.
I'm wondering what will happen next Valentine's? *sigh


Anyway, shout out for my best friend for making this surprise happen! I owe ya a lot. 

The NERVEEEEE!

I've been dealing with heartaches lately. I'm thinking it maybe just an effect of paranoia but my heart says the opposite thing. I am severely hurt and no one could take this pain but the person who caused this same shit. Ugh! Yeah and that's my boyfriend. He's been treating me so different lately.. or is it just me? No! It's really different. He's cold as an ice. He declined every time I want to have an "us" time. What the hell is wrong with him? As far as I remember, this shit started since he started talking to the girl he used to like before we became a couple and he also told me he likes someone else in his office. And now he isn't replying to any of my text messages. I am guessing that he went to the "anniversary party" of their company. He texted me a while ago that his office mate  called him a while ago and told him that he NEEDS to attend the party. Yeah, right! Gaad, I am so mad!