SO FREAKING MAD AT YOU!

I guess we can never find a perfect person, ever because simply perfection doesn't exist. I am nowhere near perfection but does love really could make a person perfect? For me, no. You just have to accept his/her imperfection because simply you love him/her.


I've been going steady with the same guy for 5 years and a month now. I love him, no doubt but seems like our relationship doesn't grow.. or I think he's the one who doesn't get mature. He thinks so high school. He's 26 but he thinks like an 18 year old kiddo. There are times that I feel tired dealing with his immaturity but don't get me wrong, that doesn't make me love him any less. 


I just wonder when will he get mature? He keeps on telling me that he wants to marry me and build a family with me but the question is.. how can he do that when he acts so immature? Financially, I guess he could support me and the future babies but how about emotional stability? It's important too. Love isn't enough. Hey man, I need some maturity here.


He loves engaging into fights. Not only fights between men but he also loves to butt in, in cat fights! No, I don't mean literally cats. I mean, girl fights. Damn. I know him a lot. I know when he's sad. I know when he's happy. I know when he feels troubled and I 'specially know if he's lying! And I terribly hate liars. They're my pet peeves! I don't say I never lied. I lie at times but not big fat lies and he thinks I am a fool to believe all his lies! 


See, maybe you're wondering why am I so mad like this. An ex-friend of his and his oh-so-cutie-cutie sister had an affair behind his back. I don't know what's guy's motive. Or maybe I know, but I am not just so sure so I won't assume but anyway, that's not the thing. His LITTLE sister is actually not LITTLE. She is a fully-grown 23 year old lady. So I think it's not my boyfriend's concern anymore if his "little sister" is fucking his ex-friend. Besides, as what I've mentioned a while ago. She is freaking 23 already. She is even older than me!


That's not yet the climax of the story. My very good boyfriend "accidentally" sent a wrong message to me. A message supposedly for Mike. It goes like this "Mike? Bro zup?" Like I don't know my boyfriend huh?! He almost killed that Mike the last time they saw each other. I won't elaborate anymore the details and the reason but that's what happened. And he keeps on telling me that he just want to have a reconciliation with Mike. Like what the hell? You fooling me?


Must hate liars! Damn it!


I AM SO FREAKING MAD! Feels like I'm going to have a heart attack today!

Just for a Moment

Just for a moment, can we escape?

Just for a moment, we'll find a common place

Boy it ain't easy, to stay away from you baby

I just gotta stay boy, but..

Just for a moment, this is our song

This is a moment, where you and I belong

Boy I've been waiting, I know you're waiting

No need to say it, 

so close your eyes boy..

Just for a moment.

Another state, another city got tired me out

Flashing lights of cameras flickerin' as people shout

It's not enough to hear my baby's voice over the phone

'Cause the only fan I care about is back home alone

They telling me that I got plenty o' time for a relationship

Told me to wait on it

'Cause ever since the day you came into my life

You were my favorite, don't know what to make of it

Looking through photos of us in my hotel room

After a couple shows you know I'll be back soon

So many sleepless nights..

Tossing, turning alone ain't right

Boy you know I'm impatiently yearning that

Traveling around the world without you

Has got me thinking about the day I found you

I'd climb the highest mountain tops to sing your name

Swim to the ocean floor,

just so I can see your face

If they only knew that I'm willing to give

to kiss my baby's lips

Boy I ain't faking it

And every time they add more time on the road

Boy I be hating it

I'm just not saying it

I almost left this life but you wouldn't let me

'Cause you knew that music is something that made me happy

So boy this one is for you

Every word that I sing is true

I'll be there beside you before you know it babe.

Georgina Wilson

No homo but..

why are you so hot?

Happy 61st monthsary my dah-ling Brent. Today is a very special day though were not together again. It doesn't matter. It's our 6th year together. 1st monthsary in our 6th year. Ah you make me so happy. I love you so much sweetie. You're the best boyfriend I ever had. Nobody could ever replace you. Thanks for understanding me. Thanks for accepting everything about me. 


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Dream Wedding

When I was younger, I always dream of having an extravagant wedding. I still want the same, if I have a choice but it doesn't matter anymore even it is just a civil wedding. The important thing is.. I will be getting married to someone I truly love. The one I want to spend my whole life with. The one I want to grow old with. 


If I'll be given a chance to plan my own wedding (I'm the lady, I should really be the one preparing the wedding. Leave the expenses to the groom. *wink) I still want to follow the tradition that the man would be the one spending for the wedding. That's why I chose a rich boyfriend. Duh? No, I am just kidding (a little) *grin


Okay, back to the topic. I originally like the idea of having a beach wedding (common nowadays, I know) but since I am living in the city and all of my friends and relatives too. I think it would be too pricey if we'll be shouldering the plane tickets and accommodation too. Of course if it would be beach wedding, I want somewhere like Boracay, Cebu or Palawan. So I'm kind of changing my plans now. 


Church wedding would be nice but my boyfriend isn't a Catholic. Not a Christian at all so I guess it would be a little awkward plus I assume his family (specially his mom) wouldn't like the idea at all. So I've thought of the best wedding ever, garden wedding!


Garden wedding would be really pretty plus you could do it anywhere in the city like maybe in some 5-star hotel or somewhere like Makati Polo Club to be specific. The reception could also take place there too. I mean, in the same area or nearby. Less cost for my future hubby. 


Honeymoon? I haven't thought of it yet. (I swear..) I am not picky at all. I won't demand going to Paris or Venice for honeymoon. We could always do that some other time. Somewhere nice will do. Hmm.


So how about my dream wedding gowns? I like short gowns. I'm barely 5 foot 1. I don't think I could carry a long gown.


I want something like this..

The background is beach

but it could be worn in

a garden wedding.

It's so simple.

I like the details

of this gown.

This isn't that short

but not long either.

I love the fluffiness.

I specially love the one 

in the left.

I also have for my groom too. I want him all white. I could imagine now.. Hmmm..

I think it would

look better if the

buttons are black though.

White is good!

So this is my dream wedding. I wish it would come true.

Lalalalala~

61 months of everlasting love

Will I always be there for you?

When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?

Will I do all my best to, to protect you?

When the tears get near your eyes

Will I be the one that's by your side? 

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will 

Will I take tender care of you?

Take your darkest night and make it bright for you

Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?

When this world has turned so cold

Will I be the one that's there to hold? 

You know the answer already.

10 hours before our 61st monthsary.

5 years and 1 month 
with my darling Brent 

means more than happiness.

Cookies made by me

specially for you 

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