Lord, hear me.

Pretty much, my day was bad. My boyfriend was rushed into the hospital by his dad because he fainted in their office. Maybe out of stress, I don't know. I haven't talk to him yet because he was confined for tonight, I don't know till when. I feel bad because his dad was so mad and told brent that he's already grew tired taking care of him. I was like "what the F! It is not Brent's fault that he gets sick most of the time.Who in the world would choose to be ill, right?" I just don't understand. If he only knew, Brent would do anything for them. I am trying to understand his dad. Maybe he is stressed out and problematic, but who isn't? Everyone has problems. We shouldn't say something like that. When our friend told us what Brent's dad told him.. I bursted into tears. If I only have enough money and courage to fully take care of him, I would. *sigh* I really don't know what to do. I don't know the whole story yet but hope everything will turn out fine soon. The doctor told them that Brent's heart ailment is the cause of his unconciousness. I hope it's nothing serious. I couldn't bear losing him. Please Lord, don't let this happen. We've been through a lot.

True or not?

It's all saints' day now. Like the surroundings, i feel blue. I feel sad since last night because of random things. I envy those people who have met their real friends. I've met a lot of people but only few I could call "true". Some of them would just befriend me because of the benefits they could take from me. Users, I per se. Some of them would just reach me if they need something. It's really sad when you don't know who are true to you and who are not. It hurts but yes, reality bites.


Oh well then, belated happy halloween everyone!


*sigh*, hope I could visit my grandpa's grave in Japan.

one and only person in mind survey.
isip ka ng ISANG tao:

i-base mo sa kanya ang mga isasagot mo.
WALANG ibahan ng naiisip.

1. friend mo ba siya sa facebook?
-- Nope, he has no facebook.

2. bakit siya napili mo sa survey na 'to?
-- Because he is someone special.

3. anong songs ang naaalala mo sa kanya?
-- Crazy over you.

4. bakit?
-- That would be our wedding song :)

5. okay ba ang height?
-- Okay? Haha. He's tall.

6. magaling ba sumayaw?
-- Heck yes.

7. may kamukha ba siyang artista?
-- Yes, haha. A taiwanese actor.

8. nakita mo na siyang magalit?
-- A lot of times and yes, it was scary.

9. eh ngumiti?
-- Yes ;)

10. eh umiyak?
-- Yea, haha. Cry baby.

11. ano fave niya suotin?
-- Black sando and boxers. Haha!

12. pinapasaya ka ba niya?
-- Every single day :)

13. naging malaking parte ba sya ng buhay mo?
-- He gives meaning to my life.

14. bagay na nakakapagpaalala sayo tungkol sa kanya?
-- Err, a lot.

15. friends ba kayo?
-- More than that.

16. may binigay na ba sya sayo?
-- A lot.

17. message mo sa kanya?
-- I miss you!




I answered this survey while waiting for his call. Tagal!

Happy.

It's our DAY today. It's our 46th monthsary. 3 years and 10 months.
Though were not together physically, I know our hearts still beat for each other.
Everyday I am loving him more and more..
And I won't stop loving him. I love you Brent Meng :)


Happy happy 46th monthsary.
Hoping to see you very very soon




ILOVEYOOOOUUUU :)

I miss her a lot now.

Tao ba siya?
Hindi.

Hayop ba?
Oo.

Cute ba?
Naman!

Miss mo na ba?
Sobra!!

Sino ba siya?
Si Xienie!

Sweetest dream

How could he loves me this much? More than his life. More than everything else. He always dream about us. About our future. He wouldn't have second thoughts of risking anything just for me. He gives me everything I want, even things I didn't even ask for. He wants me to marry me, build a family with me and grow old with me. Do I deserve a guy like this? Oh God, is this a dream? Cause if it is a dream, I don't ever want to wake up.

I will take you forever

I was a man who always played around in love

so quick to take
but so afraid to give enough.
But now
I've found the one
and heaven will only know
what only my eyes can say and time can't take away.

I was a girl who trusted no one with my heart

and the dreams that young girls dream were just vanishing in the
dark.
But now
I've found the one
and heaven will only know
what only my eyes can say
they say -

That I will take you forever

and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.
And I will take you forever

and there will never be anyone else but you
anyone else but you.

Now my touch belongs to you and I will always be your best friend

now my secrets are safe with you and the magic will never end.
Now you are the one
and heaven will only know
what only our eyes can say
they say -

That I will take you forever

and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.
And I will take you forever

and there will never be anyone else but you
anyone else but you

anyone else but you.

That I will take you forever

That I will take you forever

That I will take you forever