Japanese doll

My life has completely changed since Papa passed away. Everything has changed.
But I guess that`s how the fate plays and you just have to go with the flow even it is too painful to handle. I am considering going back to Japan and temporarily live with my aunt (Mama`s sister) and find some work, at least I could afford myself to go back to college.

The hardest part is leaving my boyfriend. Well, not really literally cause he`s been away for three years now. He`s in Malaysia, by the way. But we always talk when the clock strikes at 11 PM. It`s like a habit. And we could text unlimited because he`s been hacking Jade`s mobile number and that makes a low cost at all.

If I am already in Japan, I could have a roaming number but you know, it would still be expensive for me to text him and we couldn`t talk anymore at night. Brent has been dependent on me since weve been together. And so do I.
For sure, I will be having a hard time adjusting since its already part of my system for almost five years.

I am going to miss my bestfriend too. She`s been my guardian and sister. A soul sister, indeed. Whenever I need her, she`s always around. She`s one text away.
Haaisss. It wouldn`t be the same if I am not in the Philippines anymore.

I`m gona miss my pooch as well. I can`t even sleep at night when she is not beside me. She`s my baby.



I`m gona miss a lot of people.
College friends, close cousins and of course my two siblings.
But its for my own good. I know someday, eveything will be okay again.



Positive vibes! :D
Gambaru yo!