"Always say i love you before i go to sleep
if i die before i'm awake then i take your love with me
every second i'm away from you feels like misery
cuz i know where i really want to be
i know its been hard me not being there
bheibhy i don't want you thinking that i don't really care
and i know that your feeling like i'm being unfair
but your love is with me everywhere."




I miss you so mucccccchhhhhh,
my love :)



Happy monthsary, once again.
No more big fights, promise..
I'll be a good girl na.

Diagnosed with LOVE :)

"All i know is you're the cure 'cause I've been diagnosed with love.."





It's raining so hard,
yet my love for you goes strong.. and stronger
each and every day..


We fight most of the time,
argue with almost everything,
misunderstands each other..
but everytime I am hurt,
no one could mend me but you..



I love you.
I miss you.



Happy 45th monthsary my darling.
Still falling in love with you more and more..



3 years and 9 months
of everything I've dreamed of :)

Mika the Bum.

Saturday, today..
And for the first time, I was home the whole day!
Geez, originally.. my plan was to go
to Bulacan with Jade and stay there till Monday.

But my dear boyfriend didn't allow me to (as usual, duh.)


So there, I bummed around the whole day.
I did nothing but to eat, lie down on my bed,
surf the net, soundtripping and watching the TV.
Spell LAZY. M-I-K-A.


And unfortunately,
Ish went to MOA with her friends,

Yna went to Star City with our relatives
and my boyfriend went to a meeting
which will be extended till tomorrow or worse, till Monday.


BOO myself.
But on the brighter side,
I have to make sulit of this 3 day vacation
because on Tuesday,

I will say hello to school again.

Some realization.

This week has its own special ups and downs.
My precious mom and I argued about money matter,
thinking of unwinding, I slept at a friend's place.
When I came back after a night,
things are still the same the way I left it..


Oo nga naman, kahit takasan mo problema mo..
Ganun padin.. Walang magbabago..
Kung di mo haharapin..


But then, it hurts at times.
So all you could is to go away, for a while.
Not permanently..


But I always stick in my mind that
I should live longer,
not because of selfish reasons
but because there are also
people who would
feel incomplete without me.



So Mika, fight!

Birthday puresento!

I got a Nokia 5730.
Xpress Music's latest phone!
Yipee,
my parents gave it to me as a present
for my 20th birthday.
I am lovin' it so far. KKKKK.

What happened today huh?

I had my post birthday celebration at The Fort Global City
with the usuals, Jade and Ish. We ate at Friday's.
Then after that, we went to the nearby mall, Market! Market!
to check out some phones and I had an eye for
Nokia E66, N79 and 5730 Express Music.
Hope I'll have one of those!! :>


After checking some phones, we decided to watch some flick
and err, we watched the super grosssssss,
The Final Destination.
Honestly, it wasn't worth the money.
Although the lead actor was a hottie. *drool*
Still, morbid. Ugh.


It was a fine day, after all.
Tomorrow, I'd be going to the school
to get some subjects..
Hope I could still have a good schedule! *sad*
Please, I need some good crap this term.

Q's and A's :>

Are you available?

- Definetely not :)

Are there any stressful situations in your life?

- A lot. You have no idea.

Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?

- Sometimes its open if no one is around.

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?

- Yes.

Where did you get your last bruise from?

- I actually don't know. Hmm.

What are you currently hearing right now?

- None.

Anyone crushing on you?

- Haha.

What are you looking forward to?

- School's 2nd term.

Do you worry your last ex will move on & be happier with another person?

- Nope, as if I care.

Are you really happy or are you just saying that?

- Happy, in a way.

When did you last hold hands with someone ?

- My godson.

If you were kicked out of your current residence, whom would you call?

- My boyfriend.

Do you think relationships are hard?

- It is just a phase.

Are you a loud person?

- Wana know how loud am I? Haha.

When was the last time you slept on the floor?

- Hmm.

Did your parents do drugs when they were younger?

- No, they are very decent people.

Are there framed pictures from your parents wedding in your house?

- No, I don't know why.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?

- Nope.

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?

- A lot of times.

Something you really want right now?

- To see him.

Do you like to make the first move?

- If I am too desperate.

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?

- Super rough.

Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?

- Yes.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

- Ish.

If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?

- None, I guess.

How do you feel about your relationship status?

- Very happy and could be happier.

Any summer plans for 2010 ?

- Hit the beach and yes, school again. Junior year.