Some random thoughts

I started my day very good because I met up with a college friend, Iana.
I've missed her like hell. Didn't see her for more than a month since summer vacation.
She looks good though. Her skin was lighter than the usual. I even jokingly asked her if she uses gluthatione.
And her answer was "Diet? Hindi ha." Connection Iana? *rofl*


Around 11:40 AM, we parted ways because she still has a class at the AKIC (La Salle's hotel).
So now I am here at the University Mall to kill time while I am waiting for my other good friend, Badet.
She's sick. She's having an upset stomach so she didn't attend the morning classes. Sad.

I am a little bit of pissed off right now because my very good boyfriend didn't even tell me he went off to office.
Talk about relationship? Double duh.

But I had a very good night with him last night. He's the sweetest, ever. (Ang cheezy talaga!) *laugh*




This is kind of off the topic but..


There's a new superclub in south.
It is called LAX. I just have no idea if it's an acronym for something.
My friend, Leuka just texted me about the guest list thing.
I am not interested so I didn't bother to ask things.


South is sort of progressing.
Slowly. it's becoming like the north.
In the Alabang area, there are few clubs na.



And of course,
in BF P'que there are a lot there.
Bars, mostly.
And near our village,
there's the famous 420.


I still remember those times when I get high in 310.
It's gone now though.
Erase. Erase.
Not a good memory.



Hush.


BAD girl gone VERY GOOD baby. All smiles.

Urban mermaid

Asayaka sugiru sora no aosa ni
Egao dake kumoru
Nakushitamono ga subete janai to
Kokoro ni tou

Sorenari ni otona
Demo shinjitai ima wa

I’m a beautiful mermaid
Sunao de itai watashirashiku aru tame ni
Hitori janai yo
Kagayakeru kara tsuyoi ai de oyoideiku
Egao ga suteki na watashi ga suki da yo

Kagami no naka no ima no jibun o
Nozoite kizuku no
Tokubetsu janai kedo taisetsu na
Koto kamo ne

Te o nobashita saki ni
Machi no zawameki utsushite

I’m a beautiful mermaid
Hadaka no mama ga watashirashii tsuyosa na no
Shinjiru imi o shiteiru kara
Yasashii ai de oyoideku
Yorokobi, kanashimi mo uketomete yuku
All my girls

Nakitai toki wa namida nagashite ii no
Don’t be afraid, naked heart, I’ll live by my way

I’m a beautiful mermaid
Sunao de itai watashirashiku aru tame ni
Kanjite itai mitsumeaitai
Dakishimetai kono toki o

I’m a beautiful mermaid
Hadaka no mama ga watashirashii tsuyosa na no
Shinjiru imi o shiteiru kara
Yasashii ai de oyoideku
Egao ga suteki na anata ga suki da yo

I’m a beautiful mermaid

Pardon my hopeless romantic-ness drama. *laugh*
I just miss my boyfriend so I made some Brent-inspired poems.
I'm not really poetic so please understand me being unprofessional when it comes to making poems.



Hey, I love you.
You're my true Ai

Eien no Ai.

People usually misunderstand you.

But dear, my heart will never doubt you
I know you more than everyone could ever imagine.
They have no idea what you've been through.


They labeled you as bad boy.

But baby trust me, you're heart is nothing but pristine.
You own me.
My body, soul and most specially my heart.


Don't be sad.
Don't doubt.

Cause you're the only man here in my heart.
I love you and will always be.


I love you.
I love you.
Darling listen,
this is the truth.

Hontou no Ai.

I could still remember the bouquet of roses you brought me that night.
The smile on your face.
The shirt you were wearing.
The sweet frangrance you splurged on your skin.


I said "hi".
You responded with a hug so tight.
I could still remember how happy I was.
I know the feelings were mutual.


How I wish I could still grab your body like that.
Kiss your lips.
Touch your face.
Hold your hands and rest my head on your shoulder.


I miss you like this and like that.
The sweet memories still linger on mind every now and then.
Someday we'll see each other again.
Let the love invade us once again.

Boring Sunday

Hmm. What a boring Sunday. I was alone. I didn' go to our house in LP. Hay. Due to some reasons. I just don't feel belong to my family anymore. Sometimes, I can feel that they care but most of the time, not. I know that I am not a kid anymore. But it seems they don't appreciate anymore. Or maybe I am just being too emotional. *sigh*

Oh well, life is like that.


It's raining cats and dogs.
And I have only have PHP600 left in my wallet.
I just ate my left overs last night and a cup of noodles.
And I am hungry again :(



My dad hasn't wired me money yet.
I don't know when.

Mika the trash.

I feel really traumatized of all the things that were happening to me lately.
I am so scared. I actually don't know what to do.
I feel so spaced out. So alone. So empty.
One day, i'm special to them and the next day, I am out of their lives.

How could actually that happened?
I don't know, really. Is it really that easy to throw out unwanted people in your life as if they're garbages?

How about the so-called memories?
Isn't that important anymore? Not for me.

It matters to me a lot.

How about you?