crazy side of me.




Lately, I am spaced out. Completely out of my mind. I just don't know what is right and wrong anymore. Or.. maybe I know, I might be just ignoring it because most of the time, wrong things make me happy.

I am pressured. I am insane. I just can't meet their expectations. I am just human. I break rules. I change. Could somebody understand me?

I need a friend, a real one.
I need someone.


Help.

My Last Romance

You know what, I love you so much but I think were not just really meant to be.
You're too good for me. You deserve someone better than me.
Someone beautiful and intelligent. Someone suitable for you.
That's not me, in any way.



I love you so much.
It just doesn't work out anymore.
I'm letting you go.




I love you, till my last breath.

Holidays 2009

Xienie, star of the night :)

Deighl and Me

Mina, Mikee and Ish goofing around the decorations! kkk~

.. and another one!

My sister with her lover, Nicholas. LOL~

Okay, that's Ish and I with a sign board thing. loooool~~

Our neighbors lighting their own fireworks.

Nice shot, Mina!

Teppanyaki, food for the night! :)

Wishful thinking

Year 2009 will be officially gone in 3 hours. Its a relief for me honestly. I can't recall any good memories except for Jade and I's journey during her pregnancy which was really unforgettable but aside from that, I can't think of any. It was pretty bad at all. Hope year 2010 will be way way way better than sucky 2009.



First thing on the list, I BADLY want to be with my boyfriend. I miss him a lot. More than words could ever say. Second, good health for all of us. Third, no financial problem! *cross fingers* recession, duh.







I wish 2010 would be a GREAT YEAR for all of us! Specially for me and my sweetie.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

AKEOME! ^^

Happy old times.

Time flies so fast.
I've been missing a lot of things..
specially the good times of being an innocent child.

Like that little Mika in the picture,
she seems so happy there,
opposite of the Mika in the present.

If I could just turn back time...
I want to be a kid again.
No stress. All happy.

L-R: Tita Nora, cousin Angel, Me and cousin Bhel.

My life s hella CRAZY :

but..

I'm still coping up.

Exactly 22 days before Christmas.
And still, I can't feel it.


Less than a month to go and year 2009 will be over. A year wherein I wasn't happy at all. It was a bad year, after all... How about 2010? I'm wondering... and wishing it will be a good one. I deserve it.