A night I just want to die.

I am fuckin' DEPRESS right now!


Brent was engaged into a serious fight yesterday and now the guy wants to file a case against him! :(


His dad talked to the guy a while ago and he told him that he won't continue his plan if his son will just apologize personally to him.




I know Brent. I am not very sure if he'll do that. He has a big ego. I don't know. Just can't help crying :(

New home :3

I suddenly missed dancing and I don't know why. Oh well, It's been a while. School is still going on. The school doesn't want to suspend our classes despite of the swine flu and heavy rain. WAH! Anyway, I am here at our new home in Merville. My sister Ish is already staying here because she already has school. My sister Yna wasn't able to stay here because she's sick. Awwww
The place is very good now and it has good interior.


I suddenly feel sleepy.
Be back.

If I lay here.
If I just lay here.
Would you lie beside me and forget the world?



I just want one thing so bad right now..
I just want you to be with me forever.




I can't imagine myself kissing other lips than yours.
I don't want to wake up one morning without you by my side.
I don't want to sleep without saying "good night babe".


How could I live without you?
Tell me.


You're my true love.


I will love you BJM until the sun refuses to shine.
Forever and ever.
Each and every day of my existence.


Close your eyes dear.
Let me kiss you.
Let me love you more.
I can already see my future with you.






- Mika Ishikawa

The Taft Life [Part Two]

Oh Lord. what is happening to me? I feel so bad right now. Literally, I don't feel good.
I got flu and my eyes are really painful. Swine flu? NO!
Seems everyone here in the computer lab has a flu. Everyone is sniffing including me :(
I still have classes till 9 PM and my Natsci professor is kinda strict *tears*



What should I do?
After Wordproc class, I'll go back to my place and take a rest for a while.



Good luck to me.

The Taft Life.

Exactly one hour and fourty minutes to go before my next class starts.
And I am very bored. As usual, I am with my vacantmate slash friend, Lovely.
And again, were here at one of the school's computer laboratories to kill time.
I feel so sleepy.




Yesterday, me and my fellow lasallians were very frustrated of the news H1N1 is already in DE LA SALLE!
The main campus is already suspended for ten days while the College of St. Benilde has no final decision yet.
Meaning, I still have classes to attend. Good, because I would still see my friends. Bad, because I am too lazy to go to school.


Now, my mind is blank.



......

Survey that made me reminisce the good times again :">

1. He's sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
-- He prolly been watching the local television.

2. You're out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
-- Nah.

3. What's one food he doesn't like?
-- Balot!

4. You go out to eat. What drink does he order?
-- Depends. Soft drinks or coffee.

5. Where did he go to high school?
-- Chung hua?

6. What size shoe does he wear?
-- 12. Almost.

7. If he were to collect anything, what would it be?
-- Girls. No, I am kidding. Haha.

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
-- He goes with the healthy one. Boiled chicken or tuna, mayo and some TLM.

9. What would he eat every day if he could?
-- Chocolate.

10. What is his favorite cereal?
-- He's too old for that. Haha!

11. What would he never wear?
-- Baggy clothes.

12. What is his favorite sports team?
-- N/A.

13. Who did he vote for President?
-- N/A.

14. Who is his best friend?
-- The late Lake.

15. What is one thing he wishes you wouldn't do?
-- Vices. Sorry babe :(

16. What is his heritage?
-- Korean-Malaysian.

17. You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind of cake?
-- I won't bake, I would make his favorite one, graham cake.

18. Did he play sports in high school?
-- Basketball.

19. What could he spend hours doing?
-- Tease and insult me. He loves that, for real.

20. What is one unique talent he has?
-- He could imitate other people so good and even the voice of cartoons. Haha!


Part 2

What are your middle names?
His: Can't pronounce!
Mine: Sampan.

How long have you been together?
-- Three years, five months and six days.

How long did you know each other before you started dating?
-- Three months?

Who asked whom out?
-- Duh, him.

How old are each of you?
Me: 19
His: 24

Whose siblings do you see the most?
Me: I rarely see them. I am away.
His: Billy and Erzin.

Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?
-- Long distance.

Did you go to the same school?
-- Nah.

Are you from the same home town?
-- Nope.

Who is smarter?
-- Him.

Who is the most sensitive?
-- Both.

Where do you eat out most as a couple?
-- Fine restaurants. Too many to mention!

Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?
-- Umm, none yet. Just around here.

Who has the craziest exes?
-- Him. Haha.

Who has the worst temper?
-- It's him. no doubt!

Who does the cooking?
-- Him, again. Haha.

Who is the neat-freak?
-- Him!

Who is more stubborn?
-- He he he. Me?

Who hogs the bed?
-- Yay! Meeee :(

Who wakes up earlier?
-- Depends.

Where was your first date?
-- ATC :D

Who is more jealous?
-- Him.

How long did it take to get serious?
-- Months of dating.

Who eats more?
-- We suffter from gluttony. Haha!

Who does the laundry?
-- Nah.

Who's better with the computer?
-- He is.

Who drives when you are together?
-- You want me to drive? You wana die? Haha. Of course, it's him. It's his car, anyway.

Future in You.

Think about it baby,
me and you side to side.
Tonight till forever.
Feels so good. I just can't wait.

Because baby I can see my future in you.
I need you and your lovin'.
You make my body so warm inside.
Baby, caress me with your love forever.


Can you feel what I feel?
Don't deny.
I know it's mutual.
Forever is our brand new policy.


Just tell me when to go.
Babe, Ima go with you.
Let the dream come true.
Because baby I can see my future in you.