I'm kinda worried of my future because I am already 21 and I should be graduating college at this age but then I had to stop because of.. I can't really call it a financial problem because we have money.. Hmm, well yeah, due to emotional/family problems. I don't want to elaborate the 'problem' anymore because for sure, whoever reading this now knows what am I talking about. If not, never mind. I have a super rich boyfriend but then, I'm not sure if we will end up together. Hey hey, don't react yet negatively. Of course, I WANT US TO END UP TOGETHER. But we can never tell, right? Especially with this kind of set up were having right now. Communication is scarce. I am just so scared that we might actually fall out of love someday. Weve been together for like four years and 9 months now and it wouldn't be easy if that happens. I never loved someone like him before. It's just so amazing. Well, he is amazing :)
I've been nostalgic lately. I miss a lot of people --;; I miss my mom and my two crazy siblings but they're coming over here on Sunday so hurray! It would be a reunion. I've been gone for about two months now. I miss my bestfriend, Jade. Its so sad that I can't be personally be beside her right now. She's been frustrated lately because her son (my godson) is sick, money issues, stressful job and the endless family problems. I wish we could hang out, talk about our problems and just laugh it off after, just like the old times *sighs* I miss some of my cousins too like Ate Donna and Ate Mabel. I'm so happy that Ate Donna career life is back on track. God really has good plans for her. Wish she takes it seriously now. And about Ate Mabel, she's still unlucky when it comes to job hunting but I know she will land a good and deserving job someday. For now, she's enjoying her motherhood and of course, married life. I miss Angel, as well. But due to family conflicts, I want to be distant. I just don't know the truth anymore. Maybe we should have a sit-down conversation when I go back to Philippines. Just to clear out things.
Hmm, I miss Xien/Kebab as well. My darling shih tzu.
Here is a pic of her taken by my sister a while ago.
Isnt she a cutie? Lol :) Wish they could just put her in the baggage and bring her here!
But pfft, that is impossible :(
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